i got a feeling.

i don't know what it is.
plain,
maybe.

my heart starts to rumble
when i come to think of it.
my head starts to wander
as i made a move.
my legs feel numb,
i don't know where i put it.

since when i am considering everything?
since when i play a role as an assistant?
since when i know how to make a cup of tea?

memories,
they're not dead.
alive,
they are in the small part of my brain.

meeting an old friend is more than enough.
the question is,

am i a mature?
or i'm just acting like one?

well,
i don't think i can answer it.

i have undergone a lot.
but there are more and more coming.

lovelorn no more,perhaps.
a little bit of jealousy,might be.
a total jerk,absolutely.

till next time,
thanks for reading. ;)