temptation of life

why is it so wrong to be another person
that is not like the ordinary?

it is not a saying from me
that i am no-ordinary guy.

yes,i am a normal person.
no one would say he isn't anyway.

the point is,
i just felt so wrong by doing things
that are not practically done by the others.

admit it,man.
you're a freak.

yeah.
maybe i am a freak.
but a freak
that does not concern
about anything.

that's what you think of me.

a loser who has no guts.
a whiner of almost everything
that is nothing.
a must-be-told-what-to-do type.
a know-nothing guy.
for some people,
a joke, maybe?

yeah,
it sucks.
i know.

still,
i am here typing
this post.

i can't even re-write
those memories.
hell no,who can?

for those who are reading this,
i thanked you all.

because,
at least you know.
that i know about myself.
at least that should make you think
of your own life too.

mine's sucks,
trust me.